My last nights DREAM

Gently trickling fountains, the call of birds, the soothing drones of monks, harps, and strings... white silky clouds reaching down to earth...
A slight drizzle and a man running towards me... or away from me...
His cycle magically floating next to him...
Every time the peddle rotates to strike chord E, a cycle that's also an acoustic guitar...

What does my dream mean ??? DO dreams actually say something to me ??? or are they just plane jumbled thoughts manifested into images ???

I am on a Dream marathon...

Its Your Birthday...

P...

I don't remember how we met But remember to thank god that we met...
I remember how you made me a news paper cutting of all the crazy events that happened in the year we met and gave to it me on our first anniversary...

I remember how you introduced me to the man of my life and How you were there for me every time I needed you...

All My birthdays You made them special with little surprise parties :) your cakes and such thoughtful presents; I love the kajal box with all my heart :)

I feel so small today that ALL I COULD DO today is miss you real BAD and yearn for your company, Miss your warm hugs Miss seeing you heave those long sighs after you hug me...

I wish You a great GREAT BIRTHDAY, and I pray to god That your each year becomes richer and Richer with every passing year, I wish you make more friends See more places go through intense metamorphism lots and lots of introspection, and walk back into my house with them to enrichen me as you have always with the experiences with a dash of your own perspective to it.

I am such a selfish person that on your birthday I pray to god for me... To reduce the distance between us and to keep you in my life forever. I pray to God that he brings me smiles when I look at the happy life you lead...

:D I love you P... and I thank God, the nature and the source that brought you into this world to brighten My life :D Ummmmaaahhhh

Dot dot dot

Dalai lama with a gun... The only dream He remembers... I wish I could sketch to see how D Lama looks with a Gun.

I think a man who experienced peace in his privacy uses any tool even be it a gun as a means to achieve what he knows is possible... thus becoming not just more an efficient soldier but also more dangerous than any terrorist who never knows the glory of peace.

I had so much fun today going out with 3 A's and an N and an other L ... Girls Just had Fun. We danced our butts on a Karaoke night :D What fun :)

Meeting My Shiva

Boasting Nature reflecting in His eyes...
A perpetual smile causing a Pink rainbow on his face...
When He touches my heart; my soul and my body He rains a pearl drop at a time...
His being ablaze with the thoughts about here to eternity...
His shimmering arrogance...
His third eye invisible to the commoner...
His silvery confidence...
Worldly questions creasing his moon like brows...

I met my Shiva...
Boosting My confidence even Shiva is not perfect

The beauty of imperfection...
The concept...
The illusion...
The Nothingness...
The Infinite...
The grandiose...
The luck in coincidence...

All and nothing at the same time... Promises of nothing to cause the happiness to peak.
I met Shiva this morning... a dream I experience and an experience I dreamt of...

My Tomorrow morning's Tasteless coffee with Extra Sugar

A lonely bed at night and a hot cup of coffee in the morning by myself... When life offered me a beautiful day I forgot to think what follows...

Here I am sitting and typing to myself, after a super long day filled with beautiful people, intense rush...

My heart feels so full yet there is a spot that feels emptier than before... tears trickle down my smiling cheeks.

Clouded by the overwhelming Gratitude, even though there is a huge pit in my heart drawing more and more tears; missing those beautiful hugs and kisses...

What can I say about the disappointment that there is no one I can offer coffee to tomorrow morning but myself, my nose wrinkling up thinking how tasteless it could feel...